status check
01:30 29/09/2002
My neglected little site. Like most personal websites how abandoned it has become and I suppose has always been. Promises made and rarely kept. I’ll not make a promise that I will add something, since I have no idea if I will or not. I do hope to however. I want to write something new. At this time I have one short story started, a fantasy novel, half planned and half started and another idea for a novel partially thought about.
To my knowledge this is a little seen site, only the people who I tell have been here. But this does not matter to me. These people are my friends, and in some way they can learn more about who I truly am here. But, it is important to me just to have put my stuff up somewhere. If somebody comes along and looks at it, that is a bonus. If that somebody likes something here, than that is another bonus. This site like most personal websites is a selfish effort, designed to flatter the maker’s ego, provide hope, satisfaction and pride in his or her work and probably a reasurrance in that person’s personality.
hmm…for those who for some reason may be interested in what I have been doing with my time, and to provide some explanation if not quite an excuse for the lack of activity here, then I would point you to Ardan Nights. I have no wish to explain it here, suffice to say it is an insanely ambitious project which I joined just under a year ago and in which I now find myself to be an integral part with far too many responsibilities. Yet I strive onwards.
To go back to the headline, “Status Check,” here is my status. Tired, yet in some way active. Happy, yet in another way yearning for something else. Satisfied, yet disappointed. Constantly figuring out what to do now while at the same time looking to what I have to do after and what I want to do, which looks further off in the distance. Here’s to life, to friends, to duties and to responsibilities and to the future.